Pop superstar Rihanna says even after ex-boyfriend Chris Brown assaulted her in 2009, she was concerned about him in the aftermath. She talked about the painful event during an interview for "Oprah's Next Chapter," which will air Sunday on the OWN network.
"Everything I knew switched in a night," she reveals in the interview, which was taped in the singer's home country of Barbados. Breaking into tears, Rihanna goes on to say that she was more concerned for Brown and his public perception than for herself. "Everybody's gonna say he's a monster without looking at the source," she says. "And I was more concerned about him."
"It was a weird, confusing space to be in, because as angry as I was, as angry and hurt and betrayed, I just felt like he made that mistake because he needed help," she adds during the interview . "And like who's gonna help him? Nobody's gonna say he needs help."
Brown beat Rihanna in a car the weekend of the 2009 Grammys following a fight over a text message he had received, leaving her face bloodied, her arms covered in bruises and her ear bitten, according to the arrest affidavit. Brown pleaded guilty and received five years probation.
Although the incident was clearly devastating for Rihanna, then 19, the two continued to stay in some kind of contact. At Brown's plea deal appearance, Rihanna requested the judge not issue an order demanding he stay at least 100 yards away from her. In 2012, both released new mixes of old songs, featuring each other, a move that caused a great deal of Internet chatter. More recently they appeared to be feuding on Twitter.
Brown, while also continuing an enormously successful career, has continued to attract attention for other reasons. Last year, during an appearance on Good Morning America, he flew into a rage when repeatedly questioned about the beating, tearing apart his dressing room and striding outside shirtless. This week, he and star Drake were sued over a brawl that broke out between their entourages at a New York nightclub. (Drake's reps say he had nothing to do with it and Brown's reps say his party was a victim. No criminal charges have been filed)
Of the media attention that immediately surrounded the couple after the assault, Rihanna says that she "couldn't control that, so I had to deal with that, and that's not easy for me to understand or interpret and it's not easy to interpret on camera, not with the world watching. So it was hard for me to even pay attention to my mind and figuring things out because now it became a circus and I felt protective. I felt like the only person they hate right now is him."
"Oprah's Next Chapter" will air Sunday, Aug. 19., at 9 p.m. ET on OWN.